i've changed the blog heading from 'there's nothing serious about morality, all is but toys.' to 'once the dust settles, it's all back to reality.' both were quotes from story books. the first was from The Five People You Meet In Heaven, second was An Absolute Scandal. both are very nice books. but sadly, i've finished both.

anw, i've been seeing handsome for classes out of 4 days, which is ( 4days X 24hrs ) 96 hrs, i see him for 12 hours. that's an incredible 12.5%. lol. i'm getting crazy over a mere 12 percent. haha. ok then let's exaggerate the number abit. say, we slp for 8 hrs a day. let me cancel out 8 hrs a day.

In 4 days, i have (96 - (4days X 8hrs)) 64 hours awake. and i see him for 12 hours. tt's 18.75%. round off to 20%!

summarising it. in a day,
i sleep for 8 hours,
i dont see handsome for 12hours 48 mins and
i see him for 3hours 12 mins!

HAHA. GOD! KILL ME.

anw, i had my pri sch gathering on 21st. actually, i left kinda early. WY was talkin abt drinking at bq. i've actually 'on' him. but aft idling at the pool/billiard at parklane, i became so tired and sick. so i went home. which i was lucky to have done so. because when i got home, i feel so sick that i took my dear thermometer out and it was 37.6. limps felt sore and tired and skin felt so thin and even i think tt clothes were too rough for it.

it is a historical moment. i've nvr been outside if i had a fever. normally, i'll feel too weak to even walk. but this time, i manage to do it. haha.

abt the gathering, i'd say it's a disaster. it may be very bad for me to labelled it likdat. but we dont have the faintest idea where to go what to do. the next gathering, i'd suggest that we meet up for dinner or what. and then full stop. tt way, we dont have to stand ard in a circle ard alot of corners in a shopping mall, looking awkward.