im so used to being the 3rd one by now and i am not even feeling a tad guilty already. and by mentioning the 3rd one i mean i wasnt the 3rd party but was misunderstood.

something like paranoid gf who thinks that smth is going on between me and her bf.

once, i asked a friend to hang out at the voiddeck late at night. then the gf saw the sms and my friend even had to call me up and clarify things with her listening.

why wouldnt ppl believe that male and female can be pure friends? why is it that the perception ppl have when a couple hang ard in the void deck means smth? bullshit.

the only male friend who doesnt invite rumours and gossips is bai. bai & i are so bloody close that we can even say gdnight, love ya. it's those 'chun chun' pure friendship that can last forever.

i am lonely and i need friends! too bad they are all hard to come by. can i buy them instead?


oh yes, ob says he's going down to fly. i wanna go too. but im having car prac lessons tml aftnn, and ob is not going to leave fly until 6am.

lousy! feeling damn lousy! when ur friend is enjoying and you cant. stucked at home with the bloodyass com.