pictures taken in office's lift.

bf's away at reservist for 2 more weeks to go. my last day of work is tml. how to survive like that? i always get so sad and emo on the day before the first day of work and the day after the last day of work. i will feel so dammit bored and useless. feel like i have to depend on others when i'm so big already. bf always tell me it's ok since u're studying. you're still young..... hais..

but how he's not around to psycho me leh. i think i might just cry.

anw, idk why nowadays i look so fugging fat in photots. bf says dont look so fat one leh. i look nicer in 3d. he's such a consoling bf. lol.

bf wouldnt be ard for my birthday. sad right. his reservist end one day after my bday. and aft his reservist he'll be tired and cant meet me. and probably due to some personal reason he cant find time to meet me. he has so many things on his plate now. where to find the time for me? just ytd, he sms me saying he's going for meeting in camp or what. then i replied. how come go reservist or work u always have to go for meetings. hais............ busy man...