Like suddenly, I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I don't understand how I end up in this stage, this job, what I've gone through. Mind can't think. Trying to run away by sleeping but I can't fall asleep.

It's so hard to live up to the expectations of others when you don't even know where or how to start. I had never ever seen a professional audit work before. All I did was to refer to last year's working paper but boss says that's not enough.

Is this really the end of the career that I yearned for so much? The career that most ACCA students hope for? It's going down....